Gosh idk anymore.

#ami21

I turned 21 last week! It seemed like a big deal to have something planned out on my own this year,  I decided to have my very first birthday party! I've planned it for months but unfortunately, my plans on booking a venue for this failed last
minutely and so I decided to have it at my sweet home. I'm so glad I did so!!

I focused mainly on the deco. Many thanks to the time spent on pinterest on my way to work and in the office for all the inspiration. I've always pictured this party to be bursting with lots and lots of colors! I've shopped TOO much colors for this, never have I done this my whole entire life. It made me so happy. Oh the irony of turning 21 and being mature? This all made me forget that I'm doomed into adulthood (for a while, at least!).

I had so much fun making the tassel garlands, choosing the pinata, the little toys, confetti poppers, SQUIGGLY STRAWS etc etc etc. 

It was my firs time "hosting" such gathering. I was quite nervous and I apologize for any awkwardness, I still have the rest of my life to work on that. I guess it all had to take some time for everyone to settle in and out of their comfortable cliques.

The poster for the party! Shoutout to Yellowmushmellow for the cute illustration of myself!

My fav creepy ass dollface I got from Artfriend for only 70 cents!

Obviously googly eyes everywhere!!

Shoutout to Alfian and Huda for the entertainment!! Yikes, I guess Twister really was a bad idea to bring strangers together but oh well, it was worth the try! I love Twister and so glad Hanis got me one as a birthday present. Now I finally own one hehe.

 Oh! I didn't get to snap a full OOTD that day (sigh). For my outfit, I sew pompoms around my collars just to fit in with the theme! And my nails are also really colorful for the first time. ╘[◉﹃◉]╕

_-_-*~  Cake cutting time!  _*-__-

Not sure if my speech was conveyed clearly but I want everyone who was present at that moment, to know how special they are to me in different different ways. And that I hope to forever cherish the friendships made. I guess the ~highlight~ of my speech was when I burst into tears, showing my appreciation for my mom. I really can't thank enough of everything she's done for me! Even for this party, she was so supportive in helping me out.

Creepy baby dollface at it again!!

Huda was such SUCH a sweetheart for landing me a hand in everything. Love you ♡

This photo's just my fav. My mom walked in on our failure.

Ok! Here are the instax taken! 

^^ hehe ^^

Yikes the mess from all the confetti!!!

Yup, it even got in all the food! Gosh I wasn't prepared for this..........

 We then proceeded to raping the gifts!! No photos taken at this part tho but it's ok! 

+ the bashing of pinata!!! My first encounter with one and ow man, note to self: get the damn bat.

Thanks everyone who came and also for those that hung around throughout. Basically, thanks for being in my life. I am extremely honored to have known every single one of you.

  Let me wake up and make breakfast to New Order every morning.

dear self,

I've missed you
So much.

Please return home.